Conflict
Lyrics
[Chorus]
One thing that I want to explain, there's
Two very different parts of me and
Three minutes for me to convey it
Four, just repeat that beat again, now
[Verse 1]
Every time I try to summarize what's on my mind
I have to fight the lies embedded deep inside
By those who we'll just call betrayers for the sake of simplying
Events that have passed me by now
But take a time out-
Allow me to explain just what I mean by lies
'Cause I don't mean I've told untruths
But rather fallen for them despite a lack of total proof
So I have to see in order to believe
That's just the way it is
That's just the way I deal
That's just the way I live because without a shadow of a doubt
I haven't got this figured out
So look at me, but with an open mind and
I won't take a whole lot of your time up 'cause
Time is precious, and it's passin' by
And I'll continue in a minute, chorus time now
[Chorus]
One thing that I want to explain, there's
Two very different parts of me and
Three minutes for me to convey it
Four, so repeat that beat again, now
[Verse 2]
There's the side of me that everybody sees
I'm not an emo or a gangsta wannabe
I struggle hard to try and be unique,
But all see in myself is radiant mediocrity
Sometimes I think it's 'cause I have these fits of rage
And so I see it best to hide myself away
And stay where no one has to know
My complex that reflects complex inferiority
But other days the rage just doesn't stop
Because nobody 'round here ever gives a fuck
And all they do is scream and yell and whine all day
And it's enough to fuckin' make me go insane!
I'm tired of all this back and forth
I'm sick and tired of this bi-polar war
'Cause what you see of me is one side or the other
And somewhere within I'm lost inside that struggle
[Chorus]
One thing that I want to explain, there's
Two very different parts of me and
Three minutes for me to convey it
Four, so repeat that beat again, now
One thing that I want to explain, there's
Two very different parts of me and
Three minutes for me to convey it
Four, we'll not repeat this again
[Outro]
I am fighting
I've been fighting to make this all stop
Trying to figure out all that I am
Trying to sort through the lies and unspoken truths
Let the sky fall down and crash into me
Let it go tumbling, dwelling insanityLet it come down and relieve all these expectations I feel like I'm fated to meet