Never Wanna See You
Lyrics:
Nobody ever said
Life was easy
But all I ever wanted
Was a hand to hold when the world fell down around me
I thought you were the one
Somebody I could count on in good times and bad
Now I see that was one sided
You only ever really wanted a pawn
Who could take everything thrown in your way
I let myself be blinded
I convinced myself the end was worth the means
Disregarding everything
That stood in between the two of us and the feelings we shared
Or at least so I thought
Now I know that it was not to be
Though I always forgave you
It seemed that wasn't what you wanted
You could never forgive yourself
You taught me how to feel
You saved me when I thought I was dead
But with all said and done
All the pain that you caused
I never wanna see you again
Now years have passed me by
I clung to the past, such a desperate fool
Still have a box of your things
The scent makes me sick when I breathe it
'Cause it still hurts inside
I've claimed that I've let go
Put simply I lied
Because despite all of the constant
Anarchy
There were moments of pure and utter bliss
I could have bled and not cared
Now time has made me wise
I've not opened my heart to another
Don't need all of these fuckin headgames
I was better off the way I was before
That's what I tell myself
Really I'm still a fool
That's not wisdom, it's called being jaded
Petrified by sanity
Antisocial in reality
I can't get you out of my head
Life is a broken glass
You have to sift through the pieces
Eventually you throw it all out
But before the end
It sometimes can make up a whole
That you can put together again
You taught me how to feel
You saved me when I thought I was dead
But with all said and done
All the pain that you caused
I never wanna see you again